Once again, Zuri was in and out of consciousness, but this time there was no voices in her head, which was a really good feeling.
It has been a very long time for Zuri to feel this peacefulness. She really like it, she loved it, she indulged herself in this feeling.
Not only that, Xaden didn’t make any appearance, he also disappeared. She felt so good about it, she felt so light. This was something that she craved for so long. The peacefulness, the calmness that not even Khaos could provide for her.
It shut down all the voices in her head, including Khaos mindlink, which at this point she didn’t really care anymore.
Zuri wanted to cling to this peace and quiet. After a long time, she finally felt so happy. She knew it was the effect of the drug, but who cared about that? As long as she could feel this feeling, anything else didn’t matter.
Now she knew what Lyra felt about it, why she craved the drug so much to the point she would give up everything.
Zuri would do the same too.
Zuri would give up everything. freewebnσvel.cѳm
Zuri would even give up Khaos if she had to.
This was crazy, but what else she could do? And when Lorent came to her, she would demand the drugs once it wore off.
It was scary to know of how quick her addiction to the drugs. It almost felt like her body had been craving for this ’salvation’. She couldn’t let it go.
And Lorent would give it to her. At this point she wouldn’t be able to run away even when Lorent let her go, because he was the only person who could provide the drug for her and she wanted it so badly.
Zuri didn’t know how long they were in this journey. She had lost count of day. She had lost count of how many nights she screamed at Lorent to give her more drugs again and again.
She was very quick to become addictive to this type of peacefulness, to this type of quietness. Her mind was in peace. She was no longer heard the voices in her head, not even Khaos mindlink attempt could disrupt it. It shut her mind from all the interference.
It felt so good and she felt good about herself... she felt like herself.
All this time, she had been tortured inside her mind, but now she could be free and the taste of freedom had never been this sweet with a little bit of smoke.
Zuri didn’t even care where Lorent would take her, she would come with him willingly. Was it a week, a month, a year? Since the last time she saw Khaos?
Right now, Zuri found her happiness here, a different type of happiness, but it was happiness nonetheless and the Lycan felt like a distant memory,
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