(BL) Hunting The Field Guide novel Chapter 382

Chapter 382: Some people just go a little crazy

Kellen wasn’t alone comforting them for long, but that didn’t mean he took his duties to make her feel better lightly. Even as the others trickled in, it was clear that they knew what was going on as soon as they saw who Kellen had his arms around.

The excitement on their faces dimmed slightly, but not in a discompassionate way. More in a very understanding way, and they would sit down and join them as Kellen held the girl as she cried.

One of the other girls he had sent out sat down, grabbing a pastry from the tray before them and gave her a sympathetic look.

"Is this about the Esper who couldn’t keep his hands to himself?" She asked and the girl nodded into Kellen’s chest. Kellen glanced around the others, and noticed that they had similar sympathetic looks, as well as some anger as well. "Good. Get it out." The girl said, and Kellen was glad that they were so supportive.

While the girl took some time to compose herself, her tears slowly drying, Kellen kept an eye on everyone. The other Guides were talking amongst themselves, all of them also keeping an eye on her. It was a little bit funny for Kellen to realise that their behaviour was a bit of a mimic of his own.

Eventually, she calmed down enough and pushed away from Kellen’s chest. Because he was still in his Field Guide uniform, he wasn’t feeling wet at all from her tears. It was a small side benefit from the cloth it was made out of.

"Sorry for taking up so much of everyone’s time." She apologised, wiping at her eyes and Kellen was the first one to speak up.

"It’s okay. Really. It’s worse for not just yourself, but everyone else if you keep this to yourself. In a selfish way, it’s all about your own mental stability. If you aren’t mentally stable enough to watch your friend’s back, there is a chance you could have an accident in a gate. On a less selfish level, I don’t want any of you while I’m training you to have a bad impression of Field Guides and what they are capable of. Granted, I personally can contribute to the Field Guide image negatively, but there is only so much I can do." Kellen shrugged.

He knew it wasn’t fully comforting, and he hoped he hadn’t let her down. When he met her gaze she seemed...relatively calm.

"I think...I think I needed to hear that this could affect others." She made a face, before she raised her gaze to Kellen. "Does this kind of thing happen often? I was friendly with them prior to this, and I just-" She cut herself off, shaking her head and Kellen sighed.

"Hmm. It’s not an excuse, but more of an observation on my part." Kellen started, and the Guides all stared at him. "I am sure you have dealt with difficult Espers in town, yes?" Kellen confirmed and several of them nodded. "Well, beyond the idea that everyone should help with the gate problem, there is another reason why there is a societal push for Espers to serve on the front lines. They don’t test themselves as much as they need to help their powers grow and gain maturity as an Esper in the city. That isn’t an always statement, just a most times. Some Espers are able to recognise their limits, but some are not."

Kellen could see several Guides, who had never gone to the front lines truly, nodding. Swallowing. Understanding Kellen’s point on a personal level. Kellen felt himself smile lightly, before he continued.

"There are some who have an easy time adjusting to the new changes or new revelations they have about themselves and their powers, while others don’t handle it as well. I just want to confirm, was this one of the new recruits, or a more experienced Esper?" Kellen pried and the girl looked rather uncomfortable. Kellen waited. She could have also told him to fuck off, and he would have respected that. Instead, it just took her a minute to speak the truth.

"It was...a newer recruit. I had been in charge of them since they arrived at the Guild. I honestly...never expected that kind of behaviour from them." She admitted and Kellen reached out, giving her shoulder a squeeze in comfort.

"It’s the worst when it comes from those we had higher expectations for." Kellen told her, empathy deep in his bones. He understood as well. She nodded.