Gianna took in a long breath before exhaling out deeply. Turning towards Arwen, she reached out to grab her hands. Staring into her eyes, she said, "The emotion between them goes beyond hatred, Wenna. Sometimes, things aren't as simple as love or hate. And when it comes to uncle and grandpa Dafydd, it's even more complicated."
Arwen's brows furrowed but she didn't interrupt Gianna. Knowing the little she had come across; she had already expected it to be complicated. But up to which extent, she does want to find out.
"Uncle is not just an unwanted child," Gianna spoke, her tone laced with an empathetic sadness, "he is also the child from the woman my grandfather never wanted to marry."
She then chuckled softly at some thought as if she found it funny. "It was not like he was forced to marry her. He did it to get easy access to his inheritance."
"Grandmother Morwenna, uncle's mother was a very pretty lady, the best one, among the best, kind and gorgeous. If not for Grandfather Dafydd, she would have lived a happy life with someone else. But he married her, all the while hiding the secret of his other family —a family where he had already given the title of legitimate wife to someone else."
"It was too late when grandmother Morwenna came to know about this truth. And when she did, she left without a word, breaking all ties without any question." As Gianna spoke, admiration became clearer in her eyes. "No one knew where she went. It was after a long time my great-grandfather came to know that she was here, living in Cralens, raising a child alone. Can you believe the courage she had at that time?"
Gianna asked, clearly carrying a gaze of respect in her twinkling eyes. "Single parenting is never an easy feat, yet she decided to do it even knowing that she had access to all the luxuries. As long as she would have gone back, she would have lived a life that many women craved."
"But she decided in the favour of her dignity, her self-esteem. She never turned to look back, not even when she came to know that she was under the grip of an incurable illness. Only when she realized that her son would be left all alone in the world after her, did she decide to go back. It was for him; she lowered herself and returned to the place she would have never."
"Uncle was a kid, but he blamed himself. For years, he hated himself, but he hated someone else more. Dafydd Winslow. He never knew who was his father, and never cared to know as well. But when his mother died, he knew who to blame it for." Gianna said, empathy dancing in her eyes. As if, if she had a choice, she would choose to do the same.
Arwen felt the same. She might not know the lady, but she could tell, she must be one of her kind. Such courage, such decisiveness was indeed admirable.
"Great-grandfather blamed himself for everything. So, when uncle returned, he didn't think twice recognizing him as his grandson. He even made it clear with his son that no matter who he brings, my uncle would be the only heir he would recognize."
"All the dreams that Dafydd Winslow has weaved shattered in one day. He tried to retort, but the very next instant, he was warned of getting disowned. That would have been something worse, and that's why he finally relented."
"Over the years, he tried to cozy up with his lost son, weaving all types of lies. But the more he tried, the worse humiliation Uncle served him with. In the end, he gave up. So …" she paused in her mid-sentence, looking up at Arwen, "when you asked if he hated him, believe me, the feeling goes beyond it. He resents him to an extent that if given a chance he wouldn't mind being the cruellest person to him in the world."
Arwen's heart broke the more she heard. She felt bad for Aiden's mom, but more than her, she felt heartbroken for Aiden. He was too young to go through all that.
All this while she thought she had been suffering, but he had suffered the worse.
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