Forgotten Legend of the Bloodied Flower novel Chapter 470

Chapter 470 Reflection

*Warning: this chapter contained part of the background story of Nan Hua in her previous life. it might be a bit depressing to read*

When she came to this world, she often thought of herself as Nan Hua and that she had to act the same as the original Nan Hua. Considering that she herself was not really an expressive person, acting as Nan Hua was the easiest. It also allowed her to partially be herself.

But what was her original personality?

How was she in the past?

What did she like?

What did she want to do?

How did she used to interact with people?

If being asked all of those question, Nan Hua would be blank as she genuinely didn't know how she should answer all of them. She knew herself very well and the fact that she had long passed the stage of wanting anything.

Years of training and harsh life taught her to just do what she was asked to do.

They were not allowed to have any thoughts.

No emotion.

No desire.

The last examination that the organization do in her previous life before she was allowed to do mission was to… kill their partner.

Surviving the hellish training, each of them would be grouped with whoever worked the best with them and if there were none, those who survived by going solo would be grouped together in order to form partner.

They had to protect each other and do all mission together. That way, even though they were not close in the beginning, they would grow closer as time passed. Spending a few years together allowed bonds to grow.

They would also instinctively trust the other party.

And the last mission was precisely for them to kill their partner. There was only one person who could get out of that room alive.

Either she or her partner, her best friend, her family member, and the only person whom she ever showed her back.

Back then, Nan Hua had thought of giving her own life for her partner and planned to talk about it. But before she could even have the chance to, her partner had already rushed over and stabbed her in her chest.

If not for her instinctive reflex, the stab would have landed on her heart and killed her immediately.

Her own body was trained to the extreme that she couldn't let anyone hurt her, including herself.

The expression on her partner and the words that person uttered was something that Nan Hua could never forget. She herself then decided to kill her partner.

That last test was done when she was 10 years old.

Since then, she began to do mission and do whatever was required for her to do. There was no escape from that hell except for death. At some point, even she didn't know why she was struggling to live anymore.

But from the outside, her expression remained impassive. Her gaze was focused on the small white flower that was slowly blooming not far from her. It was swaying gently in accordance to the wind, but it remained firm in its place. _{freewёbnoνel.com}