Zara had been sleeping in Hayden's home and finally woke up. Her eyes opened to the sight of Hayden, who had stayed by the bedside the entire time. That surprised Zara, so she asked, "Why didn't you do your own things?"
Hayden realized Zara had awoken, but he didn't bother with her question because he felt it wasn't worth answering. Instead, he cut straight to the chase. "Jonathan phoned you while you were asleep."
A hint of pain flickered in Zara's eyes, yet she stubbornly put on a tough front. "He and I are done for good. Don't ever mention his name to me again."
Hayden stood, then picked up Zara's phone from the nightstand.
His gaze lowered onto her. There was an unreadable but softer emotion in his usually cold eyes. At the same time, a barely detectable smile played on the corner of his lips.
He kept his eyes on Zara almost the entire time as he blocked all of Jonathan's contacts and socials on Zara's phone. After all, one should remove all traces of their ex if they were determined to cut ties with said ex.
Zara only looked at Hayden after the latter sorted everything out. She wondered when and why Hayden's eight-year crush on her had started. Likewise, why didn't he do anything to make his feelings known?
She also found it ironic how she had stayed by Jonathan's side for eight years, only for him to fall for someone else. Meanwhile, Hayden, barely part of Zara's world, remained loyal to her.
In that instant, she realized Hayden was much more foolish compared to her, a woman who had been betrayed by her long-time lover.
She couldn't help asking, "Do you truly have feelings for me, Hayden? Or did you only say that to console me because you didn't want me to feel too sad?"
Zara wanted a steady relationship, as she tended to feel doubtful when in a relationship that had no end goal for a long time.
She wanted to be sure that Hayden had shown up during her lowest moment because he genuinely liked her.
"My feelings for you are real," Hayden repeated himself with a firm certainty.
In truth, Zara knew one's words didn't mean anything. It was like how Jonathan had showered her with loving declarations, only for them to be a lie in the end. As for Jonathan's promises, he never fulfilled any of them.
That said, Zara's mind was occupied with thoughts of Jonathan when she hastily agreed to Hayden's marriage proposal. She never considered what would happen if Hayden stopped loving her after they got married.
Zara couldn't handle being abandoned by someone again.
Even as tears gathered in her eyes, she held them back and refused to cry. She found it a waste to cry over a jerk like Jonathan.
"Hayden, will you have a change of heart like Jonathan did?" Zara wasn't the slightest bit afraid as she met Hayden's distant, deep gaze.
It was like a storm constantly brewed in his eyes, leaving them cloudy and difficult to read. Yet, the storm clouds parted once he looked at Zara. That gave way to a gentle, lit-up look.
"It's been eight years. My love for you can withstand the test of time," Hayden answered.
Indeed, Hayden had persisted without anyone knowing for the past eight years. He even gave up on chances to meet better women in his younger, more popular days.
Meanwhile, Jonathan was supposed to remain loyal but now fell in love with a younger girl in her early 20s.
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