"Rationally, we understand and accept it, but a relationship is not based on timetables and cold logic. It's born from feelings and dies with them. On top of that, the long life of Awakened makes them consider months as days and years as weeks.
"I've had many relationships crumble because I would isolate myself to finish a research, discovering that so long had passed that my partner had assumed we had broken up and moved on.
"Many Awakened keep many relationships at the same time not because they are fickle, but because when they need to take a break from it and their significant other finds someone else, decades can pass before they are both available again.
"You deserve someone like Selia, that will count the days you are apart instead of losing track of them. Someone that can give you a full life and not just fill the pauses in between your experiments.
"Someone like Solus or Kamila." Faluel said.
Lith pondered her words for a while before sharing with her what Manohar had told him about his crippled life force.
"That man really is a genius, but he's also a jerk. He shouldn't have told you." Faluel grunted while eating her fifteenth steak and ordering the tenth refill of beer.
"So it's true?" Lith suddenly lost his appetite.
"Why do you think Salaark is helping you so much and I asked so little from you?" The Hydra replied. "You are a burning candle and we both want you to reach your full potential in the time you have left."
"Why did you hide it from me?"
"Because it would have increased your burden to the point of driving you crazy. You already had to deal with your hybrid nature, your Abomination side, Death Vision, and all the shit that both the Kingdom and the Council threw at you.
"If I told you the truth, you wouldn't have enjoyed your relationship with Kamila and would have rushed things, knowing that your time was limited.
"Then, after she discovered about Solus and inevitably broke up with you, the failure of your marriage would have scarred you for a long time. Instead, here you are, back on your feet already." Faluel replied.
"Thanks for your care and your wisdom." Lith said, realizing the truth of her words. "Was it really necessary to make a mess of this date, though? Good company and a warm smile can sugar-coat even the harsher of truths." freёwebnovel.com
"I think that seeing how much I eat and how I eat would have turned you off anyway." Faluel ate the steaks whole, her mouth deforming to thrice its original size like in a cartoon to chew them.
She had drunk more beer than her human body could reasonably contain and kept ordering more. It was indeed an unsettling sight that clashed with her lovely and lithe appearance.
"Since we are being honest with each other, there's a reason I didn't ask Solus out even though I'm aware of her feelings and she already got her body back." Lith said. "Our bond made us grow close in the past, back when we had nothing but each other, but now it just makes things awkward.
"Our shared thoughts and emotions are great during a fight or while working on a project, but they would destroy us as a couple. If one gets angry, the other follows and even the silliest argument would escalate.
"The same happens when we are sad. We can't support each other during any shared emotional moment because staying together just makes it worse. It happened with Lark, Mirim, and even after Ekidna's death.
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