Supreme Magus novel Chapter 1865

Chapter 1865 Picking Up the Pieces (Part 1)

For the first time since they knew each other, Phloria was scared of Lith. He showed no sign of remorse nor did he care for anyone who might have died when the volcano had erupted.

Lith didn't know nor care if Hogum's servants had escaped before the blast. Even the child had been saved only on Tista's plea.

"You went easy on them." Faluel said, eating a biscuit. "If that was my father, I would have eaten the happy family alive one at a time. Sure, if it was my father, he would have likely escaped on his own after slaughtering everyone, but that's another story."

The girls needed a bit of time and liquor to recover.

The world tribulation was beyond everyone's understanding so they focused on the issue of Lith's sealed deep violet core.

"As you can see, I tried something different on each occasion." Lith said while showing them the holograms of yesterday's events to not poison them with another mind link.

"When I faced Meln, I unleashed all of my power to destroy him and protect Mom and everyone in Lutia. Then, at the Hogum Mansion, I released my fury and hate to punish those responsible for hurting Dad.

"Yet both times I failed to trigger the tribulation and even overcome the bottleneck that stunts the development of my core. Any ideas?"

"I'm sorry, I've got nothing." Faluel said. "I was thinking about telling you to go all out or to stop repressing your feelings, yet that's exactly what you did without getting any result from it."

"I would like to say something along the lines of: maybe you had to show restraint. If I did, however, I would be the first one to bash my own head. Those guys had it coming." Friya shrugged.

"Let's think about what we know about other Divine Beasts." Solus said. "After all, Lith's Tiamat form it's still one of them, born from mixing the blood of a Dragon and a Phoenix."

"Dragons are creatures of wisdom but also greed." Faluel said. "Phoenixes are creatures of passion, experiencing only the most intense love and hate. Griffons are creatures devoted to nurturing, but are also prone to jealousy and anger.

"In a way, they are similar to Life Maelstrom. They can strengthen what they care about but they can also smother them with their excessive affection. Think about how Tyris became heartbroken after finally finding true love."

"I'm indeed a creature of greed and passion." Lith said. "I crave for what I need and I either love or hate. Everything else is indifferent to me. Yet if I had to define myself with one word, I'd say hate."

He then showed him how his fury and madness had infected the Demons conjured by the Call of the Void and even Tista.

"And that's your problem." Quylla said after mulling over those images for a while.

"Should I stop hating?" Lith asked.

"Well, that would be definitely healthy of you, but it's not what I'm talking about." Quylla shook her head. "I think that you should start by stopping hating yourself."

"What do you mean?" Solus asked.

"Lith, I've seen your whole life through mind links, and thanks to them, I experienced your emotions as well." Quylla replied. "Back when you were hungry, you hated and despised yourself for your weakness.

"Then, after you got food by becoming a hunter, you kept hating yourself for not being strong enough to heal Tista. After that, you had to worry about helping Solus to recover and finding a way for her to get a body.

"This is also what you have done until now, when you blamed yourself for falling for Orpal's trap at the Heavenly Wolf restaurant and for Raaz's kidnapping.