Supreme Magus novel Chapter 2435

"My relationship with Lith is messed up but it's the best thing I could ask for. He loves me for who I am and I have no need to hide anything from him." Solus said.

"If there's something I've learned from this trip is that I hate lying and how limited my current existence is. I'm sick and tired of going back to Lutia every other day. To be incapable of having a meaningful conversation with anyone but you girls.

"By staying away from Lith, I'm supposed to be free but instead I've never felt caged like this, not even when I existed solely as a voice in his head. I can't show my powers, I can't reveal my name, and I can't even walk away from a geyser without my body betraying me.

"This is no life. I don't know if I'll ever be free from the tower, but I'm certain of one thing. I want to live with the people I love and who need me instead of wasting time with a bunch of strangers to whom I can barely tell the time to not betray my secrets.

"I want something like my mother had with my father. Something that makes me feel whole with someone I can be my true self. Anything less would be an empty fa?ade. If I can't have it, I'd rather stay with Lith, Kami, and Elysia, come what may."

"So, are we done here?" Nyka asked. "Do you want to go back to Lutia?"

"Not yet." Solus shook her head. "This is still my first real vacation, spending time with my friends instead of just hanging out with Lith's. Also, I want to spend a bit of the money I earned during the past fifteen years without him nagging at me."

The thought of his stinginess brought a bittersweet smile to her face. On the one hand, Solus wanted to free herself from her co-dependency on Lith but on the other hand, she missed everything about him.

She could almost hear Lith asking her who Duke Hestia was and complaining about how much she had spent on restaurants and hotels. Their bond ran so deep that every conversation they didn't have hurt.

Distance had allowed Solus to separate herself from Lith, but the problem was that she hadn't liked what she had found. As Elphyn, she had felt empty the moment she stepped away from her Forge whereas as Solus, she had discovered that there was more in life than work.

"By the way, you can let Dawn out. There is no reason to hide from her that as soon as I run out of energy again the vacation will be over."

Nyka nodded, allowing the Horseman to join the conversation after bringing her up to speed.

After dinner, they split up.

Tista wanted to experiment with both her life forces alone, in the hope to make her mind once and for all. Solus, instead, took a stroll through Nestamaath, enjoying the night view from the battlements of the magical fortress and the small talk with strangers she encountered along the way.

'These may be small things, but they belong solely to me. Lith would never do it unless Kami or I dragged him by force.' Solus chuckled, her mind drawing a vivid image of how he would roll his eyes and the annoyed rant he would make.

As for Nyka, or rather, Dawn, there was something that she wanted to check.