[19] (EP-35.1) Pride Of The Beast #4
035 – Pride Of The Beast #4
For me, the progress of skinship was as follows.
Holding hands → Hugging and kissing → Skinship such as fella†io or fondling ƅreasts → S£x→ Marriage.
I didn’t know how real lovers proceeded with skinship, but this was my version.
Fella†io was more psychologically acceptable than s£x where women had to spread their legs wide. In the same sense, hugs and kisses required less courage than fella†io. freewebnσvel.cøm
Then, based on my calculations, I was one step behind the s£x stage.
Just another step...
But how the heII would one go about crossing that line?
This singular step was as high as Mount Everest. It did not give me a chance to proceed at all!
If the man said, “Now that we’ve done fella†io, let’s have s£x”, and the woman agreed with, “Okay”, did that mean we could move forward?
Impossible.
That was never going to happen.
Of course, there could be couples like such, but that was beside the point....
Anyway, what needed to go in between fella†io and s£x?
A good mood?
Some awkward silence and a little bit of courage induced by alcohol?
I just didn’t know...
Let’s see, did I have any memories that might help?
The AV’s I’d been watching were honestly of no use. After all, those dudes just got a clock that stopped time and skipped all the other steps of s£x.
There, pressing a button → S£x. It ended in just two steps.
I’d watched a lot of those ‘funny’ videos...
Anyway, here I was, in the same situation.
This was quite strange, now that I thought about it.
“Geureup, heureup, haa-. Hey, when are you going to release it?”
Currently, Elga had my dicƙ in her mouth.
When we first met, it was difficult for me to even dare look at her face.
Ahh, I could not help but get teary, thinking about the various adversaries and hardships I went through to reach this point.
Did Elga like me during that time?
After all, no one would do this to a man they didn’t even like.
But I definitely never heard Elga say she liked me or not.
I was just guessing in the dark here...
Thinking about this, I suddenly ~Nоvеl𝕚ght~ wanted to ask Elga about it.
‘Do you like me?’
For a beginner at love like me, this was perhaps the manifestation of my insecurity and anxiety, as well as longing and confirmation of affection.
But what could I do, even if I was curious?
It was not possible to just ask!
Because, if she said “No,” it would definitely be quite a shock... Then, suddenly, the direction of my thinking changed.
What about me?
... Did I like Elga?
Come to think of it, I never really thought about my feelings regarding her. I was not in a position or had the chance to do so either. Thus, I never really considered it.
But now, looking at things objectively, Elga was pretty and her chest was big.
She was glamorously beautiful.
Her wealth was so great that I could not simply look at her, and the abilities she possessed were also outstanding.
Elga’s personality was a bit rough, but she could cut down Barbarians like cabbages. Overall, she was just way out of my league.
For the original me, it would have felt disrespectful to even raise my head in her direction.
And yet, such a woman allowed me to kiss her and suck on dem †itties. Now, she was even licking and sucking my cocƙ, wanting me to ejacuǀate.
“Hey, when is it coming? Haa-. Tsuup-. My jaw hurts now.”
There was no reason not to fall in love with Elga.
But, wasn’t this closer to libido than affection? With this in mind, I felt a little guilty about whether it was really okay to have my first time with such a girl...
Gadeuk.
“Hieek...!”
Suddenly, the feeling of pain shooting up from my gIans made me cry out. Elga, this fųcking ƅitch, just bit my dicƙ!
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