Ves looked up at the statue of Prophet Ylvaine in the chapel of the guest compound.
While exhaustion suffused his body, his mind was content.
He completed the third iteration of the Transcendent Messenger design.
Not only that, but at the final leg of the journey, he entered into an exceptional state.
His entire mind spirit synchronized with both his design seed and Ylvaine’s spiritual fragment, uniting their thoughts and desires into a singular purpose.
"That is, to make the Transcendent Messenger a great mech design."
Ves could hardly understand this exceptional state. How did it come to be? Why did it come to him at the very end of the design process?
These questions and more dwelled in his mind, but there was no point obsessing over them. Inspiration followed no rules. It came and went on a whim. Certain actions and mindsets encourages the onset of inspiration, but it was not servant that could be called upon command.
The elusiveness of inspiration didn’t make it any less valuable. When an artist or mech designer became inspired, their decision-making reached the pinnacle of their ability. They became hyper-focused on their work and fashioned wondrous creations without any doubt, hesitation or fear!
Ves entered inspired states before. When his passion for his design project became fiery and the stakes were high, he designed his mechs like his life depended on them! None of the mechs he designed while struck by inspiration were found lacking!
Yet his earlier state felt much greater than that. When he got caught up in putting the finishing touches on the Transcendent Messenger design, he felt unprecedentedly powerful, as if none of the limitations applied to him anymore!
It was as if he held the power in his hands to Transcendent Messenger into a mechanical god!
"Of course, that was just an illusion."
He recognized that some of his mindset had been affected by Ylvaine’s spiritual fragment. Its personality exhibited absolute faith, and Ves somehow became affected by it as well. His confidence swelled and his certainty in his decisions became absolute!
Even now, when he thought back on his finished product, he was still convinced that it was the right iteration for the Transcendent Messenger.
It may not be the best or the most optimized iteration he was capable of designing, but Ves strongly felt that this was the design he should settle on. The design brought him a strong sense of fulfillment that was difficult to describe.
Perhaps the best way to describe the current state of the Transcendent Messenger as a design that radiated completion.
Some of the Protector guards stationed at the mech workshop muttered something about divine inspiration or whatever, but Ves dismissed their guesses as nonsense.
The holy sensation that struck a chord in the hearts of every Ylvainan did not originate from a god or anything. What actually happened was that the aura from Ylvaine’s spiritual fragment broke through the barriers of his mind.
Even so, many of the Protectors presented regarded him like a man possessed by god after he completed the third iteration and came out of his exceptional state.
Now that he returned to the guest compound, a strange impulse compelled him to visit the quiet chapel located in the courtyard.
Although he still didn’t believe in the Faith, he enjoyed the peace and tranquility that suffused the chapel. Its sober, solemn and slightly darkened interior momentarily separated him from the hustle and bustle, allowing him to descend from his high and calmly process his gains and experiences.
Perhaps the most important realization was that he shouldn’t mystify his earlier state too much. While it supercharged his judgement and brought forth his full mech design potential, the truth was that he hadn’t exactly exceeded his boundaries.
"Even without entering this exceptional state, I’m still able to design a great mech."
Mech design involved both art and science. What happened earlier was definitely related to the art component of mech design.
Perhaps the most valuable benefits he gained was that he managed to enhance the native X-Factor of his design and that he tweaked its aesthetics to better fit his vision.
"It is more than a mech. It’s a symbol. The Transcendent Messenger is a mech that inspires faith and devotion."
Perhaps it was more appropriate to call it an idol instead, but Ves did not dare to say so. As a non-believer, he did not wish to claim that the Transcendent Messenger design was a product of a god.
"No god designed this mech! It’s all me!" Ves stubbornly affirmed. "Anyone who claims that I only managed to design such a good mech should be smacked in the face!"
If a god took credit for his design, then he will kill the god! If Buddha took credit for his work, then he will butcher Buddha!
Overconfidence was bad, but so was excessive modesty. The design was mostly his work so he deserved the bulk of the credit. Ketis helped out as well. While her contributions weren’t all that much, the Transcendent Messenger carried some of her influences.
"She’s worthy enough to be credited as a contributing designer."
As for Prophet Ylvaine? While it was true that Ylvaine’s spiritual fragment provided a lot of guidance to Ves, it mainly served as his muse. The fragment fed his creativity and issued plenty of advice and suggestions, but it wasn’t actually capable of designing a mech.
Therefore, to Ves, it didn’t deserve any actual credit for designing his mech. He selfishly refused to share the credit to anyone other than himself and Ketis.
The tranquil chapel quickly calmed him down. It was hard to remain agitated when its solemn interior with its judgemental statue of the robed figure of Prophet Ylvaine stared down at you from above.
As a mech designer, he understood the purpose of its interior design. This was a place for introspection. As long as anyone spent enough time inside the chapel, they would be forced to lay bare the truths buried into their minds.
"Maybe I should build something similar back at the Mech Nursery."
One of the reasons why he came here to sober himself up was because he needed to make a decision.
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