King Ning remained silent, so the Emperor had no choice but to send for the Crown Prince from the East Palace.
Not long after Gu Jiao left, the Crown Prince woke up. He didn’t make a sound, just blankly stared at the canopy above him.
"Is it you? You really came back... You came back to find me."
"Why won’t you speak? Are you angry with me?"
"I’m sorry, it wasn’t intentional..."
"... I’ve only now realized that you were always the one in my heart. I regret so much that I didn’t marry you."
"Don’t love someone else, don’t love her, she doesn’t deserve you."
"You look so good lying there; never leave me again."
"Can we never part again, please? Let’s live well together from now on, alright?"
The Crown Prince tried to remove Wo Linlang’s voice from his mind, but found he simply couldn’t do it.
Those words echoed over and over in his head like a knife, piercing his heart until it was riddled with holes.
The Crown Princess knelt by the bedside, her arms resting on the edge of the bed as she looked at him.
This pose, had their love been flourishing, would have been remarkably affectionate and intimate; but at this moment, it signified her lowering herself.
Ever since she married the Crown Prince, she had been pampered. The Crown Prince never allowed her the slightest inconvenience, always concerned whether the floor was cold, if her knees were tired, if her arms ached...
But now, she had been kneeling and leaning against the bed for nearly half a 2-hour period, and the Crown Prince had not uttered a single word.
"Your Highness," she finally couldn’t help speaking. She grabbed his cold and numb hand, pleading, "Believe me, I was framed. It was Gu Jiao, she drugged me... That’s what made me spout such nonsense."
In the relationship between her and the Crown Prince, it seemed like the Crown Prince was the honored one, but in reality, she had always had the control. The Crown Prince was very obedient to her, always easily mollified by her.
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He was like a puppet with its soul sucked out, staring blankly at the canopy above him.
"Your Highness..." The Crown Princess raised her hand to stroke his cheek. He used to love holding her hand against his face, smiling and calling her Linlang.
Some things are believed to be unlosable for a lifetime.
Once lost, it’s thought they can be easily retrieved.
The Crown Princess couldn’t truly believe that the Crown Prince would stop paying attention to her.
"Your Highness," she took the Crown Prince’s hand again, and said to him, "I really was drugged, I had actually gone out to buy pastries for Your Highness. Do you remember Qinghe Building, Your Highness? You really like the pastries from Qinghe Building, especially their Lotus Fragrance Pastry..."
In truth, the Crown Prince didn’t like Lotus Fragrance Pastry; it was merely the pastry he had eaten the first time he met Wo Linlang, and ever since, the pastry and the woman had entered his heart together.
From the age of thirteen until now, a full ten years, his affection from young naivety had turned into enduring deep love. The one constant was that this woman had always been in his heart, becoming an ever-greater weight within it.
The Crown Prince once felt that even if Wo Linlang asked for his life, he would willingly give it.
He had sensed since the first day he married her that she did not love him, which often made him insecure, but he never gave up. He was convinced that as long as he was good to her, one day she would give him her heart.
But unexpectedly, she had given it to King Ning instead, and not to him!
Choking back tears, the Crown Princess said, "Your Highness, believe me, I really was drugged! I didn’t even know what I was saying... We grew up together since childhood, don’t you understand what kind of person I am by now?"
Indeed, they grew up together, and hence he understood all too well.
Smart, with a cunning mind; had she not intentionally allowed it, how could she have let King Ning draw close to her?
What chilled the Crown Prince’s heart was not her earnest and passionate words – those could indeed be dismissed as the effects of being drugged or such. But King Ning holding her hand gently, saying he would take care of the aftermath – that was the real knife that had pierced his heart through and through!
"Your Highness, are you doubting my relationship with King Ning? Yes, I indeed had some interactions with King Ning, but I was coerced... I have no powerful maternal family to back me, no authority, no influence. All I could rely on was Your Highness’s affection. But he even used Your Highness to blackmail me..." The Crown Princess’s tears fell drop by drop, each one landing on the Crown Prince’s cold hand, "He said he would kill Your Highness, kill me..."
The Crown Prince’s throat moved slightly, and finally he spoke weakly, "In your heart, do you truly hold Ahen... or King Ning?"
The Crown Princess froze abruptly.
Eunuch Wei came from the East Palace to summon the Crown Prince. The Crown Prince turned over, "I do not wish to see anyone."
The usually weak Crown Prince now dared to defy the Emperor’s decree after being hurt; Eunuch Wei did not know whether to be happy or concerned for him.
With such a major event, neither Kunning Palace nor Yongshou Palace could keep it a secret. Worried about her son, Empress Xiao came to the East Palace first.
Empress Xiao said, "Eunuch Wei, please convey to His Majesty that the Crown Prince is too injured to leave his bed. After I get a clear account from the Crown Prince, I will personally explain the situation to His Majesty at the Huaqing Palace."
That was the only thing to do.
Eunuch Wei looked pityingly at the Crown Prince, who seemed to have had his soul sucked out. With a heavy sigh, he returned to Huaqing Palace.
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