Nyla's mouth opened in a soundless scream as more of her body began to vanish, but the expression on her face was strange, it was filled with happiness and pleasure. Even in the face of her incoming destruction, she had never felt so alive.
A Temple Maiden was expected to become the perfect vessel of the Wills of the Ascendants. They were to serve as watchers, guardians, and witnesses, and they were never to falter in their duties. It was written into their Creed.
They could never know love or have a family, their duty was the first and the most paramount aspect of their existence, they could only find solace in the end when their task was complete, for they carried within them the legacy and the burden of all Temple Maiden that had come before them.
On whatever day in the future that this endless battle ended, either in favor of Calamity or Ascendancy, then a Temple Maiden would be there as a witness.
This task was a burden that all Temple Maiden had borne with grace, but the weight of it was truly heavy.
And so Nyla found to her great delight that Calamity Aura, which she once thought was ruinous in its purpose alone was only scratching a small part of its property, and the closest word she could find for the new dimension it showed her was... passion.
She had once wondered what it would be like to live inside the body of a Calamity beast that was not mad and in full control of its emotions, and now she thought that she had finally peeked beyond that curtain, and she delighted in how unexpected and rich everything turned out to be.
Everything was dialed up to eleven, different from what Explorers felt when they reached the Enlightened Rank which mainly boosted the perception of the Explorer. In this instance every single emotion she had ever felt in her life, from sorrow, rage, happiness, lust, and anger was heightened to a ridiculous degree... yet they were not overwhelming, for as they came into her mind like a storm, they fell into an endless abyss, because it seemed Calamity would accept the emotions as they come without any limits, and it made them feel good.
It gave her a drastic realization about her past experiences that made all the suffering and heartache she had endured as a Temple Maiden seem so childish, and she wanted to weep in joy because she knew she needed to bring this enlightenment to every Temple Maiden across the entire realm.
Nyla discovered that Calamity gave her a fresh perspective on life. Everything she had experienced had no bearing on her emotions. The rain did not fall because she was sad, nor would the sun stop its setting because she was feeling lonely, all her emotions were hers to control, and in fact, Calamity did not care about the sort of emotions she had, it would accept them all, for they were good.
Her body continued to shatter to pieces, as her life signs began as faint as those of an ant. In death, she had never felt so alive.
"Thank you.... Thank you.... Thank you..." her soul kept screaming.
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