After running through countless red lights, Ryan hurried to the hospital,and asked where Nikki was whoever he met. Ryan calmed down until he reached the operating room, , staring at the door of the operating room with a pale face. It seemed that the surrounding air were still frozen, and the steps under his feet became so heavy.
A cry of baby made Ryan awoke. He stayed close to the door with comfort and expectation. This is a baby of Nikki and him. But Ryan was afraid again when he thought of his cruelty before. How should he treat Nikki and his baby. As a father, he was incompetent.
The operating room light went out,then Ryan shouted, "Nikki, Nikki!"
The doctor came out and saw Ryan asking, "Who is her family member?"
“I am, I am!”Ryan answered nervously.
"The baby survived. But for Mrs.Carson, we did our best." The doctor said in frustration.
Ryan stiffened. He grabbed the doctor's collar, and shouted, "Why don't you save Nikki? why don't you save her? Hurry up and save her!"
"Sir, you can look at her in her last time." The doctor said.
"No, go to save Nikki. Nikki won't die. I can give up my life to Nikki, and I'm willing to die for her!" Ryan cried, gritted his teeth, and grabbed the doctor not to let him go.
When facing the death, Ryan was powerless. At this moment, he hated himself so much. He preferred to give up his life to Nikki rather than let Nikki leave him.
All of them exclude Joe rushed to hospital. Joe pulled Ryan away and said. "Ryan, calm down."
"Ryan, if you are a little nice to Nikki and not so cruel to her, she won't be so painful!" Shane couldn't help crying and sobbing.
"Nikki, here I am, here is your Ryan."
Ryan pushed them away and went to the operating room. Ryan watched Nikki, who was dying on the operating table, crying like a child. He knelt in front of Nikki, and regretted that he didn't accompany her and let her go through the most painful time.
Ryan held Nikki's hand. He felt scared when he touched her cold hand. "Nikki, I'm here. I'm sorry, Nikki, I love you. No matter if I have or have no memory, I love you all the time. Please be alive and give me a chance to make atonement. If you are gone, how should I live?”
Nikki closed her eyes and heard Ryan's remorse. Her tears overflew from the corner of her eyes. She only had the faint breath left, and opened her eyes tiredly. She could saw Ryan's handsome face with tears. He did cry for her, but everything was too late.She had been so tired of loving Ryan in her life that she can't afford it.
"Ryan." Nikki said weakly.
"I'm here." Ryan held Nikki and kissed her forehead."I remember, I remember it. Please, don't leave me."
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