"It must be that woman, right? She is the one who stole you from me. She—"
"You can stop now."
Neo placed his hand over her hand.
Her fingers were cold and trembling.
"King Morgan would never talk like this."
"Why wouldn’t she? What woman won’t get angry when the man she loved betrayed her?"
He made no move to stop her nails from digging into his skin.
"You aren’t King Morgan."
"Hehe, that’s easy for you to say. If I’m not her, then who am I?"
"My nightmare. My…"
Neo closed his mouth.
She was his longing.
He wanted to repay her for all she had done for him.
"You betrayed me."
"I learned to move on."
"So that’s the excuse you will use for forgetting me?"
"I never forget her, or anyone else. The memories of my past lives are still vivid within me."
"I hate you."
"Please don’t say that with that appearance."
"Haha, your voice isn’t even shaking," she said. "Do you even feel anything seeing me die?"
The strength behind her nails slowly diminished.
Her breathing grew weak.
As they talked, her body eventually grew still, and she no longer moved.
Neo remained still with King Morgan’s corpse in his hands.
He knew this place was a nightmare, and the King Morgan before him was a figment of his imagination.
But.
It hurt.
Losing her again made him feel that long-forgotten pain.
Neo blinked, and the scene around him changed.
He appeared in a desolate world.
Maggots wriggled everywhere he turned.
Giant thousand-eyed pillars stood in the distance.
Something struck his abdomen. His body flew back and crashed into a giant boulder.
"What…"
He struggled to breathe.
A giant maggot pressed him against the boulder.
While Neo tried to resist the monsters, dozens of thin maggots attacked him.
They crawled inside his skin and ate his nerves and muscles.
Neo tried to generate World Energy.
But it was as if he was no longer a Heavenbreaker.
The giant maggot roared and flung him around.
His body rolled against the cracked earth before coming to a stop eventually.
He tried to stand.
The pain from the maggots eating him from within turned his mind into a mess.
They ate his energy and blood, making him feel as if he was being hollowed out.
His situation was taking a turn for the worse quickly.
The thousand-eyed pillars attacked.
His head started to throb painfully.
He was being assaulted by unimaginable physical and mental pain.
Nonetheless, Neo moved.
"Why the fuck is my life so full of shit?"
He placed his hands on his knees and stood up slowly.
The giant maggots were rushing towards him.
He had to fight. No matter how much he was hurt, he couldn’t rest. This was no time or place for that.
He gritted his teeth and prepared to face the incoming attacks.
The scene around him changed again.
Neo appeared in an alleyway.
A flickering streetlight was his sole companion in the night.
He looked down.
The tiny maggots eating from within disappeared.
He was wearing different clothes, and there was no injury on his body.
"This place is where I asked the question about my bloodline curse from Primogenitor."
Suddenly, he heard a sob.
Neo stiffened.
He knew the identity of the voice.
Mira.
His mother’s reincarnation.
"Fuck."
Neo moved towards the source of the sound.
This world was made from his nightmares.
The last two nightmares changed after he confronted them.
It made everything clear.
He had to face his nightmares if he wanted to escape this world.
It was easy to find Mira.
She was alone in the house.
Her knees were pulled against her chest.
Tears slipped from her swollen eyes.
"Mother…"
Neo stood outside the house.
He knew he had to face her. That was the only way to leave this nightmare.
But he needed courage for that.
Courage he didn’t have.
He had escaped when he heard her sobs back in his world.
Her cries made his heart wrench. They were too painful.
"Fuck."
His mother had saved him when he was dying after seeing the fourth vision of Sphinx.
And yet here he was, afraid of meeting her.
"I’m fucking shit."
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