THE DEEPER Noh Yuno’s kisses were, the clearer Ki Gayoon’s mind became.
Ah, he’s guiding me.
Kissing Noh Yuno had been as natural as breathing to Gayoon already, so he would often forget that Noh Yuno wasn’t just his lover— that he was also his one and only Guide.
But even though Noh Yuno’s kisses were a lifeline to him, he would still rather he kissed him because of love and not merely out of necessity. Of course, two things could be true at the same time.
It was just that for Gayoon, Noh Yuno was his lover and the center of his universe.
Noh Yuno didn’t want him to be his Guide.
Because I don’t want this punk to use his life force on me— just like what he’s doing right now!
Gayoon broke the kiss, using his Mana to restrain Noh Yuno’s movements.
He took his time taking a deep breath to compose himself while giving his lover a disapproving look.
And the punk just stared back at him with an indifferent look on his face.
Stubborn as always.
"Noh Yuno, didn’t I already warn you not to use your life force on me," Gayoon said through gritted teeth. "Are you trying to make me mad?"
"Yeah, I am," Noh Yuno said bluntly. "You have to be angry enough to chase me to hell just so you could have your revenge on me."
"What the hell are you saying..."
THUD.
Gayoon trailed off when he accidentally dropped Noh Yuno after losing strength in his arms.
Not, it wasn’t just his arms— his entire body lost its strength.
What the hell is happening to me?
When Gayoon looked down at his arms, he was shocked to see that his body had already turned translucent.
And he could feel it— a strong force was trying to take him away from that place.
He immediately lifted his head to see if Noh Yuno was in the same danger, but he was more shocked by the calmness he saw on his lover’s face.
Noh Yuno was already standing on his own feet after Gayoon accidentally dropped him.
And the Guide looked calm.
Ah.
Noh Yuno knows— he’s probably the reason why this is happening.
"Noh Yuno, do you not trust me?" Gayoon asked, the hurt and bitterness in his voice showing. "I don’t know how you did this, but you saved me, didn’t you? And you did this because you thought I couldn’t save you from those bastards."
"I did this because I trust you," Noh Yuno said firmly. "Hyung, you’ll understand later why I had to make this choice."
"Noh Yuno—"
"I like the honeycomb ice cream that we brought from Busan to be a staple dessert in the HoneyMoon Convenience Store," Noh Yuno said, cutting Gayoon off again. "But my favorite ice cream in the store is the red bean ice cream, while my least favorite flavor would be vanilla. I like the rest of the flavors the same amount."
"Do you think this is the right time to talk about your favorite ice cream?"
"I just realized that I never got to give you the list of my favorite ice cream flavors from the store."
"Then all the more reason for you to stay by my side, you little shit."
"I like Hyung’s cheesy tteokbokki, but I like your kimchi fried rice the best. Especially when you make fried chicken to pair with it, even though you complain about how greasy it is."
Gayoon could only clench his jaw tight while listening to Noh Yuno’s bullshit.
No, of course, it wasn’t bullshit— he was interested in every single thing the punk liked, after all.
But not at the moment.
This feels like a goodbye and I fucking hate it.
"Donut is still my favorite dessert, but I like the New York cheesecake that they have at the Moonlight Hotel’s café," Noh Yuno continued with his monologue. "I don’t usually care about what I eat as long as it gives me the nutrients I need to stay alive. But ever since I met Hyung, I started to enjoy food. Well, you kind of forced me to be a foodie, but I don’t hate you for it. In fact, I’m grateful that you helped me put my taste buds to good use."
"Stop it, Noh Yuno," Gayoon pleaded Noh Yuno. He wasn’t the type to beg, but his voice sounded so desperate that even he thought he was being pathetic. "Say that to me once we get out of here." He extended his hand to Noh Yuno because he realized he couldn’t move his legs anymore. "Come here, Yuno-ya."
"Just one more thing, Hyung," Noh Yuno said, not budging from where he stood. "This part is important."
"I said stop—"
"Gayoon Hyung, I’ll die if you die— so don’t you dare lose to anyone while we’re apart," Noh Yuno "threatened" him. "I also don’t like my siblings that much, so please crash our "family reunion" and take me away as soon as possible."
Haaah.
Gayoon could feel it.
I’m about to disappear at any moment.
"You’re really going to be the end of me, Noh Yuno," Gayoon said, dropping his arm because he knew it was already too late to change Noh Yuno’s mind. But he didn’t give up— he was simply taking a step back. "Wait for me— I’ll come and get you, little shit. And once I find you again, I’ll seriously lock you up somewhere only I know."
"Ah, the black flag is here," Noh Yuno said in a monotone voice, and then he waved at him. "See you later, Ahjuhyung."
***
WHEN KI GAYOON opened his eyes, he found himself back in his mansion.
And he wasn’t alone.
Baekho, Lucca, Kang Dabin, and Yang Youngjae.
The four looked confused.
"Boss, what happened?" Baekho asked curiously. "I remember driving the car with those kids. We were headed to Lee Woonhak’s clinic."
"Don’t ask," Gayoon said, annoyed. "I don’t know what’s going on either."
He glanced at Kang Dabin who was still in Lucca’s arms.
Fortunately, it looked like Kang Dabin had already calmed down.
It was probably because they were already far from the mansion full of negative Mana that was harmful to Espers like them.
I guess we don’t need to call Woonhak Hyung.
"Hyung-nim," Yang Younjae said, tensed. "Intruders..."
The "intruders" appeared out of thin air even before Yang Youngjae finished talking.
Hah!
Gayoon smirked bitterly while looking at the "intruders" that he didn’t mind welcoming in his home. "Did Noh Yuno commission you to bring that bastard to me?"
He was talking to Leehan (with his face and entire body still covered in white bandages), and the Captain and Vice Captain of the Rogue Clan.
And, yes, the three criminals brought Bambi with them.
The S-Class Guide had a paper bag covering his entire face. The paper bag was actually an Item that was at least A-Grade. So, the Rogue Clan members probably used it on Bambi to block his senses.
Again— yes— Bambi is still alive.
Illusion.
Powerful illusion that could even deceive the eyes of natural S-Class Espers.
That’s the main ability of the Rogue Clan’s Captain.
But the Bambi in front of me is the real thing, so the Rogue Clan still succeeded in kidnapping that bastard.
That punk knows this will happen.
***
I have no intention of bringing this bastard to the space I shared with Noh Yuno.
This pink bastard really doesn’t know anything.
If those bastards need Noh Yuno alive and well, then they won’t kill him right away. Is that the reason why that punk allowed himself to be kidnapped?
So, that’s why this pink bastard didn’t bother asking where the other bastards would take Noh Yuno.
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