There was no way she was going to forget the day when Yin Fu told her that he was carrying her child. Honestly, there was more than one reason for her to divorce this mer.
The possibility of him killing her if he was to get pissed off at her.
The possibility of this mer betraying her or turning her life upside down because of the anger and frustration he had been suppressing due to the actions of her predecessor.
In fact, Mo Qiang knew that she was being an idiot. However, despite all the possibilities, she wanted Yin Fu to be happy. Once he started to grow on her, Mo Qiang stopped thinking about the difficult stuff. In more or less one way she started to accept this mer.
Though she was an idiot when it came to love and acceptance, she had already made up her mind.
"Have you calmed down?" Mo Qiang asked as she picked up the clean cloth that was lying inside the ice-cold water and started dabbing it on Yin Fu's eyes which had turned swollen.
"Yes," Yin Fu replied as he lay on the bed. He sniffed and said, "I am sorry… I was feeling a bit overwhelmed after losing our child. I can't believe that despite everything that mer did to me… I still let my guard down in front of him. I should have carefully examined him— I never thought that he would do something so sinister."
"No matter what, I was his son."
"You don't need to apologise," Mo Qiang said calmly. "Like you said, you were his son. As he was your family, you will somewhere hold a little hope that one day they will turn around and realise their mistakes."
"But still…." Yin Fu opened his eyes and looked at Mo Qiang with an aggrieved look on his face. "It is because of me.."
"..Didn't I say that there is no need to blame yourself?" Mo Qiang smiled at him as she turned and picked up the multicoloured capsules that were placed on the tray which the nurse brought over. "You love me and I love you— isn't it enough? I will not blame you for something that was out of your control."
Yin Fu blinked his eyes naively at first he didn't understand what Mo Qiang was saying but as soon as the words registered in his head, his entire face flushed red.
"Uh..huh?" He sat up straight and looked at Mo Qiang in shock. "Wh—What did you say?' ƒrēewebnoѵёl.cσm
"Ah, you want me to repeat it?" Mo Qiang turned and looked at him with an embarrassed expression. She sighed with a hint of frustration on her face and remarked, "Jeez just hear it the first time… it's pretty embarrassing to say it again."
"I am sorry?" Yin Fu squeaked, feeling a bit more underconfident when he saw Mo Qiang frown. Did he push her too much? He just told her that he was raised as a mer who was supposed to be serving women and yet he was making her fulfil his selfish demands.
That too after losing their child.
"I…"
"I love you," Mo Qiang sighed as she took his hand in hers. "I really do... though I don't really know what love is but …" her brows furrowed instinctively and Yin Fu wished he could smoothen her brows. But then he heard her say, "The fact that you are crying so much— blaming yourself because we have lost our child. I feel sorry and upset about it."
"But I hope that you will stop doing so because it also hurts me. Ah Fu, I really love how hard you work for me —and how you always put me first in everything … and though your demands are really perverted sometimes… I don't hate it." She added with an annoyed and amused expression.
She raised her head and looked at Yin Fu whose face was flushed red. "I love the way you look at me… everything," she confessed. "I love everything."
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