"I know, it sounds lame," Mo Qiang sighed as she ran her fingers through her hair. She did not like saying the truth as she knew that if she were to put her feelings into words, Mo Xifeng would only find her uncomfortable and unlikeable.
That was how it was when she tried to share her feelings with others back then.
'Umm..I know that you helped me a little Miss Qiang but are you not being a bit too annoying? I mean that work wasn't even that hard.'
'This is seriously so freaking frustrating man. You did that job for me, fine what a big deal? Is it necessary to bring it up every time?'
'You know you are really cheesy and cringey, Qiang? Who acts so stupid…? Did you really think that just because I asked for your help, I am your friend?'
'You were just useful which is why I kept you around, dude! You are way too annoying. If I had known I wouldn't have approached you!'
'Think carefully, who would want to befriend an orphan like you? My mother said that people like you are leeches. Who takes the money from taxes paid by us hard-earning workers and uses it to squander on your education and whatnot? What's wrong with me using you?'
Every single person she got close to only found her burdensome after finding out that she was no longer of any use for them.
This was why Mo Qiang was too scared to show her real feelings and often bottled them up. What was the point of showing them anyway? People would only find her and her feelings as unwanted. Since she couldn't even help them, why would they want to listen to her troubles?
They would only find her annoying and someone who liked to play the victim card almost every time.
"I was frustrated because I couldn't even find the weakness of the Ruby Head Snake despite taking on this mission. I was the one who said that I would do it and yet, I am the one who has no idea what to do," Mo Qiang clasped her hands and then looked at her shoes with a mocking look on her face. "I was angry and upset but of course, I understand that this was not a reason for me to snap at you."
She bowed her head in front of Mo Xifeng and said to her, "If possible please forgive me for my actions."
Mo Xifeng did not speak anything for a long time and Mo Qiang did not have the face to raise her head and look at her. Of course, she was not talking, she must be cursing Mo Qiang for her incompetence in her head.
'How dare she pick this mission when she did not even know what she was doing?'
'Or how foolish of her. Does she even know how many lives are at stake here?' free𝑤ebnovel.com
Mo Qiang clenched her fingers and bit her lips. She knew that Mo Xifeng was disappointed in her.
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