Xie Jie looked at the essence that was dripping down his chest and lower abdomen, he glanced at Mo Qiang who was staring at him. It seemed like she wanted more but she was holding on, as he had not given her permission to touch him further.
Seeing her like this, Xie Jie felt his heart swell with warmth. When he was a child, he was dragged against his will. He was pushed to the ground and then punished by his mother and the servants. Sometimes he would even receive cuts on his wrists and back. The loss of control that he faced was something that Xie Jie disliked the most.
He did not like it when he was helpless and no one was there with him, this was why Xie Jie wanted control. The thought of another woman having any sort of control over him terrified him. Xie Jie could never trust a woman again after what he had gone through with his mother.
The pain and anger he had felt when he was forced to feed the poison while being used to alleviate the pain of others. This was something that Xie Jie would never ever forget.
Before Mo Qiang, no woman wanted to let him take control. Not that he had gone this far with anyone, women around him flocked to him and made promises, only to break them. Some tried to pin him down while some tried to kiss him.
'What do you mean by you don't like control slip away?'
'All mers say the same thing but then they moan like a little b*tch when I do them.'
'You just need a good f*ck darling, you don't need to take control.'
'What will a mer do with control? You need to please not to be pleased.'
However,
"You…why don't you touch me? You can f*ck me as you want," Xie Jie said to Mo Qiang, she was burning hot damn it. The medicine was enough to make her lose her mind and yet she was much more gentle than those women who were conscious and in the right state of their mind.
"You don't want me to do that do you?" Mo Qiang asked as she panted heavily. Her arms were resting on either side of his body she was pliant on the wooden table. Xie Jie could see that she was holding on to the last fragment of rationality as she stared into his eyes.
That's right, his eyes. She did not look at his face or his body but his eyes. They narrowed onto his blue gaze as she breathed through her mouth.
"I won't do what you don't like….Master," Mo Qiang spoke through gritted teeth.
"You are a pretty little thing, do you know that?" Xie Jie spoke as he pushed himself forward. His hand shot up and cupped Mo Qiang's cheek as he looked at the woman. He had not expected such an understanding from a woman who was bent on destroying everything that he had a few weeks ago.
"Does that get me a reward?" Mo Qiang asked with a smooth grin and Xie Jie was certain that his heart melted somewhere. He did not like to talk but he wanted to talk about everything with Mo Qiang. He wanted her to trust him just as he wanted to trust her.
Xie Jie leaned forward and pressed his lips to hers, "Yes you do ."
He could taste himself on her as Mo Qiang opened her mouth. Xie Jie curled his arms around her neck as he kissed her. Feeling her warm bosom press against his chest which made him shudder in pleasure. The pain in his body reduced as well, something that Xie Jie had never expected.
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