"You know that you can be sentenced to death for your actions?" Cane asked, after turning around to face his gamma. His expression was unreadable, it was not clear whether he was angry or disappointed, but what he said was true.
Ethan said nothing, he kept his head low.
"Raise your head and look at me," Cane said, his voice calm, but firm. "What did he say until you got provoked?"
Cane thought Ethan had turned a new leaf and he could keep his demons at bay, but he knew he was wrong as soon as he saw how brutal his gamma was when he killed those savages in the forest. He was not getting any better, because he was simply bottling everything up.
Ethan raised his head and met his eyes. "You know what he said."
Cane could figure out what trash that Alan had spouted to trigger him. "I thought you were better than that."
"Apparently, I am not," Ethan scoffed, then he added. "I didn’t regret beating him up, I only regret that I didn’t kill him and my actions have implicated you, other than that, I don’t care. I was long dead."
"We survived, Ethan."
"Then why do I still feel that I was inside that damned dungeon? Waiting for my turn to be called upon and tortured? My nightmares haunt me even when my eyes are wide open!"
Cane could see pain and anger in his eyes and he could understand what he meant by that. He knew how it felt when you couldn’t even rest since your body was beyond drained while the nightmares would keep reminding you about those things that you wished to forget.
That was also the reason why Cane kept Iris by his side impulsively. He wanted to escape that torment.
"Let me go if you have to." Ethan thought, once they freed themselves from their slavery chains, they would get the freedom that they wanted, but as it turned out, it was not that easy to escape such anguished feelings that they had harbored for years.
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Cane stared at his gamma for a long time and Ethan thought he would blow his top and scream at him for causing trouble, but in the end, he simply sent him back to his room, as if he was a petulant child.
"Go back to your room, we will leave tomorrow morning."
"You won’t punish me?" Ethan asked,feeling a little bit bewildered. This was his only reaction after what he had done?
"Me punishing you can’t be compared to the one that you will receive from the palace. So what’s the use of that?" Cane leaned his body against the wrought- iron railing of the balcony, as he watched his gamma’s expression change.
Ethan was just fifteen years old, a teenager, when their pack fell in Alpha Gerald’s hands. He lost his family and used to cry every night during the first month of their incarceration and even more under duress.
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